Yup, i have to spend one more year surrounded by little 14 year olds, i'll probably spend most of my time playing poker on my phone.
Wish me luck.
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Posted by Radaketor - September 14th, 2014
Yup, i have to spend one more year surrounded by little 14 year olds, i'll probably spend most of my time playing poker on my phone.
Wish me luck.
Hello again,how's your first week back at school?
Well it turns out i was in the wrong class for the first two days, i ended up going to another class on wednesday.
Apart from being discriminated at first for being almost 18 in a class full of 14 years olds it's been going well, thanks for asking.
Wow,tough luck,man,I thought I was the only one being discriminated in school back then(me against thirty others.)I wish I could be there to lend a hand,but...I am sure you'll get over it.It's your first week after all,sooner or later,your luck may improve,until then,just be who you are and be proud of it!Good luck in that and also in your studies!
Yeah i don't really care what some kids think, since this is the last year i'm at school i might aswell just ignore them if this keeps going. Thanks for wanting to help by the way.
And you're gonna have that long,long holiday a week less than a year from now.Time will fly past and all this will become a part of your memory,don't worry and please feel free to tell me if you have any problem anytime,I'm always ready to help however I can.
Sure will, mate.
So,how was your second week at school?I hope everything's better for you now.
It was pretty normal, after a few days people stopped giving me less attention which is good because i like keeping a low profile in some situations (this being one of them).
I found out i know the big brothers of two guys and one big sister of a girl, it feels weird that i'm in a class with the younger siblings of three former classmates.
That's great news!Did they know about this?It's pretty normal to feel out of place sometimes but I know you'll adapt as time passes.Actually you can consider yourself luckier than me,you can be the big brother of the whole class then!I am actually the second youngest in my unit,so I'm pretty much the smallest one in there,hehe...
One of them knows, the other one met me once but he was really young so he probably doesn't remember me and the girl doesn't know either. I've always been one of the oldest ones in class so i guess i'm pretty used to it.
How's it like being one of the youngest ones?
Well,I'm under someone's supervision(sometimes more than the others) either because I am one of the youngest or that they're afraid of me screwing something up(I've got a reputation for doing that in my unitand being in the army,screwing up is the last thing you would want to do.)Are you the oldest in your class?
Yup, 17 turning 18 in April, everyone else in my class is 14-15 years old.
Hey,maybe you could share with them some your 'elder-teen' wisdom,I'm sure that they have not been through what you did from when you're their age and now,at least,not yet.Are they at least approachable?
Not at first but they've opened up to me a bit more since the start of classes.
That's a good start and you're still in your first month,wow,that's progress.You know,I could not have done that if I was in your shoes,I actually isolated myself from the rest for about a year and that's when everyone except me from my class graduated.We are in the same boat,just at different times.
I used to isolate myself from people in my class too because i was afraid they'd dislike me, now i just don't give a fuck.
Not giving a fuck seems to work.
Just be yourself and just don't start any trouble and you should get by but then somehow and someday,you'll need to be around all kinds of people,those that you like and dislike.It's part of life and even I'm going through that because my superior thinks I'm not talking enough,it feels like punishment even though it's not.
I was never one to start trouble with other people so no worries about that.
I'm used to liking and disliking people and i'm also used to being liked and disliked.
You're supposed to talk a lot in the army?
Err,I wouldn't say 'supposed' but let's just put it this way,in my unit,'No sir' and 'Yes,sir' just seems out of date and I can't argue against this logic.It's my nature to just obey and maybe even bend around the rules a little,it just takes some 'skills' and experience.
"No sir" and "Yes sir" are outdated in the military? Wow, times have changed.
Yeah,maybe it happens only in my area or when I'm around.How about,having an easy week so far?
Yup, it's been a fairly easy week, it went by quite fast.
Hey again,sorry about not catching up with you during these days,so how's everything?I was actually here everyday,and writing comments seemed to be the last on my 'to-do' list and I'm afraid that you might be angry with me flooding your post with my 'stuff'(you're not the only one.)Anyway,how are you preparing for Halloween?
It's fine, dude. Everything's going steady on my part. Not mad at you commenting my posts, i actually like some social interaction on Newgrounds and it's nice that you take the time to talk to people.
No plans for Halloween, maybe do a shitty drawing if i'm in the mood for it or something.
How's everything going for you?
The same as usual,except that I work one day less(it's a little perk here in the army).However,the stress and problems are still there,and I'm always hoping that the everyday would not be like the last time I made a major screw-up,man,I can almost feel my hands aching just thinking about it.Ugh.
Just bear with it, how much longer do you have in the army? Or is this your permanent career path?
I finished my first year last month,so it's about a year more to go.It can't be compared with school though as it's almost as hard.After all this(if I do survive all this),it's another round of school again(that's one problem of being one of the youngest here.)
That's hard, man. I'm sure you'll do fine, though.
Thank you,same to you too,though you're still better off.I'm a little jealous,hmph..
Well i'm better off for the time being, i'll have to get a job in less than a year.
Good luck with that and with your future,I'm sure that you can do it,say,have you ever been through deja vu before?I did today at work,but the result was really the opposite,hah.I'll tell you about it later,though,I'm in a rush.
Thanks.
Yeah, i've had deja vu before, why do you ask?
Haha,the guy below is trying to be my deja vu,aww,how cute.Anyway,you see,in the army here,being late often you into more trouble than in school,you know,detention and sometimes,your parents get called by your superior. was actually late the first time because I somehow overshot my destination(I was on a train,you see)and also kind of,did not hear the announcer's voice informing the destination,I only found out about it later(I really did not know how,I wasn't sleeping or anything while standing,it was like someone covered my ears.) and yes,I was embarrassed when I arrived late.The funny thing was it happened again this week,six months and about a week since that first incident.I could have been in trouble again,except this time,I was saved by ten extra minutes even though I arrived at the same time as the last time.You see,even any amount of time can save you anytime.
I didn't even notice WahyaRanger's joke until you pointed it out just now.
Sounds tough, dude.
MchectorII
Good luck and believe me,if you think school's tough,go join the army(that's where I am) or get a job,anyway,this is the reality of life,everyone has to man up and face it.Try to be more positive and get on with it!And I hope you'll enjoy yourself in Norway,time flies faster than you'd think.
Radaketor
Thanks, man.